Kim Kardashian talks about her friendship with Kanye West in the past. She talks about how she misses the person he used to be.

In a sneak peek for an upcoming episode of The Kardashians, the 42-year-old reality star talks about finalizing her split from the rapper and admits that she had to go through a grieving process when her ex-husband got into trouble.

In a scene from the preview, Kim looks around a storage building that seems to be full of Kanye’s (age 46) music gear. She says, “This is me trying to hold on to the Kanye I know.” But when you know you can’t go back, that’s what stinks and makes it hard.

In the last show, Kim broke down about Kanye’s outbursts in front of her sister Khloé Kardashian. In an admission, she says, “It stinks when someone doesn’t see how different they are.” “I will always try to find that person. You’ll always hope to catch a glimpse of them, and I hope that happens to me.”

After being married for six years, Kim and Kanye finally split up in March 2022. In 2011, they started dating, and in June 2013, they had their first child, North. Later, in 2014, they got married, and Saint, Chicago, and Psalm are their three more children.