Married at First Sight‘s seventeenth season has been filled with some ups and downs, but one big moment in Episode 7 has Lauren reveals she’s considering divorce.

In a clip shared by ET, the bride breaks down in a moment of venting with fellow participant Clare. Tensions between Lauren and her new husband Orion are coming to a head as she reveals to Clare that she’s been “trying to hold it together in front of y’all. I’m trying so hard becuse I did feel myself falling for him, and now I’m like, ‘Well, what the f**k?’”